Car Park - Fenne Lily

Lyrics by：FENNE LILY RAINBOW

Composed by：FENNE LILY RAINBOW

I wonder if you saw that I was sorry for the beating of my heart

不知道你有没有发现我满脸愧疚

When it woke you in the car park

我的心跳声把在停车场睡着的你吵醒了

And maybe I should tell you

也许我应该告诉你

That I've villainised my body for too long

Would it help you find excuses to move on

我早已不是从前的我了

这样能让你下决心放下往事吗

Like I needed more excuses to be stronger

我需要更多坚强起来的理由

I'm no mother

我不是母亲

But I've done a lot

但我做了很多

To prove to those I love that they are good enough

来向我爱的人证明他们已经够优秀了

I don't believe in luck so I am giving up

I hope to find a reason for my fear of feelings leaving at the start

我不相信好运会降临 所以准备放弃

我希望能尽快找到恐惧的根源

It makes my sleeping harder

因此 我的失眠更严重了

I don't know much about you

我对你了解不多

So I'm trying not to doubt you but in time

所以我试着不去怀疑你 但我知道

I know you'll let me down and that is fine

你最后还是会让我失望 没有关系

A feeling I can't shake it's getting stronger

I'm no mother

那种无法摆脱的感觉越来越强烈

我不是母亲

But I've done a lot

但我做了很多

To prove to those I love that they are good enough

来向我爱的人证明他们已经够优秀了

I don't believe in luck

我不相信好运会降临

I don't believe in much

我不太相信

Leave it all to trust or start to give it up

要么绝对信赖 要么一开始就放弃