Still Holding Loss - Aliza
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by：Ricky Alone
Composed by：Ricky Alone
Produced by：Aliza
Hmmm
Yeah
I'm still holding lost
我仍深陷迷惘
Hmm
I packed up all your letters in a box
你的字字句句 我已悉数装箱
But I never found the strength to throw them off
Like if I keep the pieces you're still near
却始终不忍将它们舍弃
仿佛留住这些残片 你便近在咫尺
Like if I hold the hurt I hold you here
仿佛只要心怀旧痛 你便不曾离去
Your side of the bed still knows your name
床的一侧仍记得你的名字
I still french when the house feels the same
当房间感觉依旧 我仍会情不自禁地亲吻
I don't cry loud I just go numb
我不会放声痛哭 只是变得麻木
Like my heart forgot how to be undone
仿佛我的心已忘记如何解脱
I don't miss the pain I miss the proof
我不怀念那份痛苦 只怀念那份证据
That what we had was real was true
And I'm trying not to chase the past
证明我们拥有的一切真实不虚
我努力不去追逐过去
But it runs too fast
但它跑得太快
I'm still holding lost
我仍深陷迷惘
Like it's all that I've got
仿佛这是我仅剩的全部
Like the memory of you
仿佛你留下的记忆
Is the only thing that's not slipping through my hands
是唯一未曾从我手中流逝的
Fading into frost
渐渐化作寒霜
I'm moving on but honestly
我向前走 但说实话
I'm still holding lost
我仍深陷迷惘
I laugh with my friends and I look okay
我与朋友欢笑 看似无恙
But there's a quiet ache that never goes away
但那份隐隐作痛的忧伤 始终挥之不去
Like I'm learning how to live again
仿佛我正在重新学习如何生活
But I'm living in my almost lifetime
却活在那近乎完整的人生里
You didn't even thunder or in flames
你甚至没有雷霆万钧或烈焰焚身
Just code a text and self the blame
只是发来一条信息 让我独自承受责备
And now I'm stuck between the truth and what if
如今我困在真相与假设之间
Trying to forgive
试图原谅
I don't want you back
我不愿你再归来
I want the peace that I had before you left me weak
我只想找回你离开前的平静 你让我心力交瘁
And I'm trying not to feel too much
我努力克制着汹涌的情感
But you still touch
但你仍触动着我的心
I'm still holding the ropes
我仍紧握着那根绳索
Like it's all that I've got
Like the memory of you is the only thing
仿佛这是我仅剩的全部
仿佛关于你的记忆 是世间唯一
That's not slipping through my hands
不曾从我指缝间溜走
Fading into frost
渐渐化作寒霜
I'm moving on but honestly
我向前走 但说实话
I'm still holding lost
我仍深陷迷惘
Maybe one day you'll say your name
也许某天 你会轻唤你的名字
And it won't feel sharp
不再感到刺痛
Maybe one day you'll hear our song
And it won't break my heart
也许某天 你会听见我们的歌
不再让我心碎
But right now we'd be everywhere
但此刻 我们仍无处不在
In the quiet in the cold
在这寂静清冷的时刻
And I let go of the future
我已放下对未来的期盼
But I can't let go of us
却无法放下我们的一切
I'm still holding us
我仍紧握着那段回忆
Even when I smile
纵使我强颜欢笑
'Cause healing isn't any hard
因为疗愈并非无法企及
It just takes a little while
只是需要一些时日
And I'm doing my best
而我已竭尽所能
But I still get lost
但我的心绪依然迷茫
I'm holding on
我仍紧紧执着
But honestly I'm still holding lost
但说实话，我依然迷失其中
Mmmmm
I'm still holding lost
我仍深陷迷惘
But I'm trying yeah I'm trying
但我正在努力，是的，我一直在努力
